I can't believe my mom talked me into leaving China 5 weeks early to come back with her, because the air was too dirty and she was worried about my health. Bah. Who needs clean air? I'm hungry and there's nothing good to eat and no one to play with. I forgot how boring and empty my life is here. *pouts*
*sighs* I'm too hungry and jetlagged to blog about the trip and upload pictures. Later. XP
제이: 거짓말이잖아
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sunday MAY 26, 2008 // why Di looks cranky
Because: a. I'm hungry, b. I've been cheated, c. I'm pissed because of all of the above. I started this post to rant about my "family" life. But since I also noticed this morning that I tend to become slightly, shall we say, emotionally imbalanced, when I can't remember the last time I had a real meal (i.e. including rice and vegetables); I've decided there really is no need to lose my cool, although in this state I've also finally opened my eyes to the fact that once again I've been "jipped" by my mother (
go figure). But shortly after that...er...revelation...I also remembered that the woman is full of BS and can't be relied on anyway. And I also recalled this truth: Anything that can be bought is cheap. So I've resolved to not be bought again, or rented as is the case, because of the nature of a human's "heart."
But since none of that rambling makes any sense, even to me now that I think about it, I'll just stay cool. One more week until I can blow this pop stand. Just have to stay cool, cold like ice, baby. Humor. What you need in life is humor. *nods*
Sweetsoap: 내 마음 언제나
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tuesday MAY 20, 2008 // expectations versus reality
Shouldn't everything be settled by now? Yet I'm still not 100% sure where I'm going to college. I found out last week that William and Mary is offering me a spot off its waitlist, so today I just e-mailed Delaware that I won't be attending. However, I'm still waiting to hear from UVA! I really hate bouncing around like this. I might be an indecisive person, but once I make a decision I prefer to stick to it and not look back. But what is this? I just want to finalize things, register for courses and leave for China without having to think about anything. But what the bloody hell is this mess that I'm in? It makes me feel antsy. I don't feel like I can do anything until all this college stuff is settled. Grrr...
MAX: Sunny Holiday
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saturday MAY 10, 2008 // of all the clouds in the sky
Can you believe it? Because I can't. I'm finished with high school??!! Ah, but I guess I should back track a little and recount what's happened since I last blogged. Two months ago, I started taking TaeKwonDo lessons for a school project. And last month my mom got remarried. And yesterday I finished my last day of private school, although graduation isn't until the end of the month. I also have to go back to school next week to take my fifth and last AP exam in Environmental Science, and to work on the literary magazine with my co-editor.
Oh, but how could I forget the most important thing? In the fall, I'll probably be attending the University of Delaware while majoring in Biology on the predentistry track. It's a great school, but I'm still pretty bummed that I couldn't afford to go to the University of Washington. My chances of finding a handsome Asian boyfriend decreased by 98%! *sighs* I guess I'll just have to concentrate on my studies and not dwell on this misfortune.
Moving onto other news, I've installed this little audio player that runs on flash. Hopefully, it'll provide a brief amusement for you.
張力尹: One More Try